I woke up at 3 p.m. feeling rather crabby. My air-cond wasn’t functioning properly… due to my mis-setting the controls. Gah, I woke up all sweaty….

Went straight to my beloved Yzak the computer.. And did god knows what….

Had my bath, and went to KLCC… Met my uncle and auntie and random cousin. Proceeded to Kinokuniya where I bought my LONG AWAITED since LAST YEAR mangas which are Kamui volume 6 and Category: Freaks volume 3 ^^. Also grabbed Kingdom Hearts: Chain of Memories volume 2. Yanagi is a hottie, and so is Asagi.

SPOILERS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

biased fangirl’s review of Kamui volume 6

Heeee loved the scene where Hyde *not the singer* licked Yanagi’s fingers… *drools*. Found out Yanagi’s surname too. It’s Kuryu… weird name. I have this strange feeling that Yanagi is an “ultimate coordinator” just like Kira Yamati *ew*. He was born in a lab, has perfect IQ… yeah. His shortcoming? Nyeh, unable to reach Utsuho despite his position as Utsuho’s right hand man.

Not  to worry. At least he has Hyde loving and caring over him! Despite Hyde being constantly slandered, belittled, bla bla, he still cares for Yanagi. He’d never let Yanagi get hurt, as shown in the part where he shielded his beloved Yanagi from harm. Also, after Yanagi was physically and mentally injured by Atsuma, he wrapped Yanagi up with his looooong scarf, and proceeded to carry him… BRIDAL STYLE!!!!! Kyaaaah! Loved that part…

The scene worked so well with the lines that Yanagi said…. “… So just listen to my orders. And watch me until you can no longer move. Stay with me until he very end. Protect only me.”

AWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWW~~~~~!!!! *yaoi fangirl mode activate*

biased fangirl’s review of Category: Freaks volume 3

Ok, in this volume we discover that Asagi, the Prince of the east and Izumi are… bi, and perverts. Even more shocking is that they revealed Asagi’s past! Cna you believe that Asagi has been around for more than 70 years? Gah. And that he, Hatoba and Masoho were actually in a team together? And that their team also included Amano’s great grandpa? Who IMO looks like Amano?

The most shocking revelation was the discovery that Asagi’s dad is the Prince of the East. Even scarier, the reason the Prince hates freaks so much is because he, a stand, fell in love with a human who got killed by a freak. That woman was… you guessed it. Asagi’s mom.

In case you care, the Black freaks were destroyed, and Hainuwele is still at large. Owh, the colour page has a nice pic of Tokiko looking like Enma Ai. Scary much.

biased fangirl’s review of Kingdom Hearts: Chain of Memories volume 2
Mweh, nothing worth fangirling about in this volume……

END SPOILERS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Geh, waited a while then went to Mandarin Oriental for Yee Sang. Due to my exposure to Chinese culture and traditions, I actually knew how to yee sang, while my parents stared at the pile of veggies.  Ate a lot of crabs….  Owh,  you should totally try the durian pancakes!!!! Damn yummy!

^^

That’s it. Owh yeah. I got my Final Fantasy IX eboot. tee hee heee……

And I bet Tasha wants a certain Hyde dvd from me….

320 GBs of storage baby!

It was so soft, so gentle…. yet rough and undefined….
It was nothing like what I could offer….

Touching my skin, barely there, but giving me a strange and comforting warmth, shielding me from harm.

I wanted more, and thus violently held on to my source of heat, exposing my self unintentionally.

Feeling a slight nip of cold wind, I shifted about, my source of gentle warmth unmoving. I tuck my head slightly under the frame of the other, savouring all that the other had to offer. 

Another gush of coldness sprang upon me. I couldn’t sleep. I huddled around for a soothing tepidity, but alas, no amount of shifting about could bring me the refuge I seek. 

Enough was enough, I slowly muttered, casting my diminishing source of warmth aside. I smiled as I latched on another, bigger and more fulfilling in so many ways, yet more tender and soft, gentle and light.

Tucking my head once more, I smiled contently, thinking why I even bothered with the one before, as the rejected one lay forgotten somewhere in the room. Blissfully, I fell asleep.

Epilogue:

Hearing the alarm ringing beside me, I reach out to my phone to silence it. Ah, the wonders of technology. Why have an alarm clock and a phone when one can have both? I casted my comforter off my body, and proceeded to fold it quickly, yet neatly.

My eyes then darted on the floor, where a forgotten blanket lie in silence….. 

Haa haa so what do you think?

This is a true story. It really happened to me.

I felt my thoughts ringing at the back of my head. Lingering amongst the small crevices, cold as ice. The more I thought, the worse the pain. My thoughts weren’t coherant anymore.

I felt my fingertips ache, moving non-chalantly, applying pressure so slight, as to not hurt the other one.

I felt the other springing to my response, but that was to be expected. I sighed, wanting to do more, and to produce more than what I have expected.

I move my delicate fingers around again, roaming and exploring every single crevice and area, a touch here and there. Sometimes I touch a forbidden area, and make such ugly voices come out. I shush them with hard touches, and it seem to please the other.

At times, I do stop. Rest a while if you may call it.  But the other just stares at me. Begging me to finish. I sigh, running my fingers through the short length of my hair. I mouth out, do you want me to continue? I hear no reply, but I assume it was a yes.

I could feel the other burning, heating up madly, while I feverishly continued my ministrations, nary a complain from the other. I paused a while to stretch, while the other showered me with it’s vulnerability. The other simply could not finish off without me.

The other needed me.

But I didn’t need the other.

Giving a final touch, I left the other unfinished, unfulfilled. Insensitive like a hound, I went to bed, and pulled the sheets over my head, allowing another to play with the one unfulfilled.

Epilogue.

I woke up with a searing pain in my head. Curses, a headache. That’s what I get for sleeping late. I sigh slightly as I heaved myself to the chair in front of my desk. I switched on my monitor and stared at my assignment. 

Damn, it’s only half done. 

This blog will now be a place only for opinions, fiction, fanfiction and the like……

For actually drabbles or emo-ing, visit my LJ here….

Ok, fine. Today, I am so goddamn PISSED!!!! Grrrr!!! Ok, I’m gonna post what I wrote on my e-learning blog, but here, I’ll actually MENTION the NAMES of the PEOPLE in question…. and WHAT actually HAPPPENED!!!! Plus, this is the UNCENSORED version….. LOTS of SWEARING ahead, with NO regard to YOUR sensitivity. This is MY blog. Deal with it.

Have you ever felt that you can never trust someone who is close to you?
This happened to me today. I feel like now, I can’t really tell anyone anything anymore. I can only trust my CLOSEST and TRUEST friends Natasha *she’s in UM* and Saqina *she’s working* and maybe Balqis *she’s in HELP*. Of course, the one I trust the most is Nyaa, my cute lil cousin. And no, I’m not implying that I’m committing incest or anything.

Grrr…… Oh god I was so ******* mad today. For the first time in god knows how many weeks, I yelled and screamed and swore out loud. And this happened at the USM cafe. God knows how much I’ve used the f-word today.

I have never shown how angry I can get. And I guess that is why people tend to step on my head.

Really now, some people really do not know how to respect privacy. They want things to go their way, so they just pry into other peoples lives with total disregard to the person in concern’s pride and reputation. These people act without thinking and are totally dumb and immature, and not to mention inconsiderate, foolish and whatever words that totally degrades a person.

Now, I have ALWAYS expected close friends to be able to keep a SECRET. Owh wait, are some people that DUMB to NOT know what things are actually SECRETS?!!!!!

PEOPLE DO NOT TELL OTHER PEOPLE’S SECRETS TO OTHER PEOPLE. OWH WAIT,  I FORGOT. THIS IS MALAYSIA, LAND OF GOSSIP AND WHERE ACTUAL NEWS DOESN’T MATTER.

The person mentioned above was screaming and screaming about some fact I do NOT wish to be revealed EVER! AND SHE DID THIS IN THE CAFE!!!! WTF WAS SHE THINKING!!!!! Who was it? OH I’LL TELL YOU!!! IT WAS SHAFINAZ!!!!!!!

I won’t actually spill the details, as I’ll only do so in my LJ. I’ll only tell the tale to those I REALLY trust.  Owh wait… This IS my LJ… Haha I just copy-pasted this from my e-learning blog.

The dish:
My regular gang and I were just chillin’ at the USM cafe. Then, I saw my stalkee, and he was buying water. ALL OF A SUDDEN STUPID LOUDMOUTHED PERSON YELLED THAT I LIKE SAID STALKEE OUT LOUD SO THAT THE WHOLE CAFE COULD HEAR IT!!! GOD I HOPE THAT MY STALKEE IS DEAF. I BET NOW, THANKS TO HER, THE WHOLE OF MY COURSEMATES KNOWS!!!! HELLO? MY PRIDE IS ON THE LINE HERE!!! STUPID IDIOT!!!!!

That may have sounded like just a lil tidbit. But the damage is HUGE!

I may have forgiven the said person. But my anger won’t die as quickly. Once I flare up, there’s no turning back.

As they say, never make a happy-go-lucky person go mad. They turn ugly really bad.

I want to go back home and cry.

Random unrelated side note: I love econs!!!!!! And Kanda Yuu!
*copy-pasta from my LJ

OMG!!! THE WORLD IS ENDING!!!

Hahaha, actually, while everyone is caught up the shonen craze, I, Wan Salwa Nadia, have… have…. turned my back on it…

“SALWA, ARE YOU NUTS?!!! I thought you loved brutal, mindless killing anime with no plot whatsoever”…. Yeah, I know some people are going to say that. But recently, due to some unforseen circumstances, I… I… I have relegated to being a more…. uh… open person?

You see, back then, when I was in the early phase of anime-retard syndrome, I honestly thought that “WHOOOO SHONEN IN, SHOUJO OUT! ACTION COUNTS, KILL KILL!”…. ummm yeah. You get the drift. And also having contracted gamer-who-has-no-life syndrome, it didn’t help at all, for back then, I loved playing fighting, action and platform games. When I got into RPGs, hell, I played it for the joy of killing monsters.

Then, I played it… The first game that made me see killing isn’t everything, that plot counts too… Chrono Cross… Heee, this game made me cry. It was beautiful. It opened my eyes to a world of story and emotions. However, at that time, i was still much of a casual anime fan, and yeah, most casual fans like shonen *well, at least, that was how it was amongst my gang*. But Yami no Matsuei changed my mind easily enough. It even introduced me to a whole new genre in anime… which was shonen-AI.

My whole anime preferences slowly evolved since then. I still liked shonen, but plot-heavy animes like .hack//SIGN were also up on my roster.  As the years progressed, then shonen grew less, and the mysteries, horror, coughyaoicough, harem, supernatural, mecha, shoujo and slice of life animes piled on. Sure, I did try to watch Naruto and Bleach, but those no are nothing compared to Honey and Clover, which has become my fav series of all times. I even found myself enjoying Ai Yazawa’s works… particularly Nana and Parakiss…. something which I swore off. Jigoku Shoujo kind of thrilled me *but then again it might just be the loli factor*, and don’t get me started on Clamp. Since Cardcaptor Sakura they have enchanted me, and now I’m struggling to get all thier older works, and not to mention following up on Tsubasa and xxxHOLiC. Speaking of which, I now enjoy Code Geass. Oooh, and I wana re-borrow Spiral: Suiri no Kizuna from Sha. That was good stuff. Ah, I have to re-watch Aishiteruze Baby and Haibane Renmei, as well as Gantsukuou. Heh, what a lineup. And yet there’s more I didn’t touch.

Don’t get me wrong. I still do watch shonen stuff, like D Gray Man, Death Note and stuff. But usually, the shonen I watch tend to have supernatural ties to it. Sigh. I tried watching Hitman Reborn… but it just didn’t cut it. And am I the only person who utterly dislikes Busou Renkin? I couldn’t even enjoy Law of Ueki, though many people say it’s good. It doesn’t help that I’m extremely picky, as I dropped Blood+ after 2 eps….

Sigh………………………. Whatever. I’ll go drown in my random shoujos.

P/S: Mizah,if you’re reading this, I bet you have no clue what I’m talking about.

I didn’t sleep at all last night due to my stupidity….

Well, to start things off, I was reading manga late into the night… *curse my yaoi addiction*….. and so my fluorescent light was on. *sniff*.. and I totally forgot that when my mom uses the air-cond remote *yes for some strange reason, there is only ONE air-cond remote in the house*… She she… *rushes to toilet for a while to look for tissues…. ok back* sets it to 16 degrees celcius… and gawd knows what that is in fahrenhiet. And me, being 100% Malaysian who is NOT in any way tolerant of cold what-so-ever, I.. – ah -ah.. CHOO! heh, sorry bout that, didn’t notice till about just know… when mom woke me up, telling me to lock the door. It was then that I checked the temp, and OMG!! I was like, no wonder I was soooo cold!!!

Now, I’m waiting for my room to defrost, so I shall blog about yesterday.

~insert a very flashy flashback scene here~

Despite sleeping at 2a.m. the previous night, the ever sleepy Salwa managed to leave home at about 7a.m…. and of course, slept along the whole trip from home to her mom’s office. However, instead of sleeping instantly upon arrival, Salwa decided to update her secret stash of songs in a secret folder in her mom’s computer. At around this me, Salwa’s mom left a very sleepy Salwa in her office, while she herself went for breakfast with her accquaintances. Salwa is left to uh…. daydream for about half an hour.

When Salwa’s mom came back, she brought some apam for Salwa to eat. * At the moment of writing, Salwa is now searching for another pack of tissues.. and due to her laziness, she grabbed the kitchen paper thingy*. Salwa, being hungry, famished, starving and all other words related to hunger, soon devoured the two little cakes into oblivion. Hungry and satisfied, Salwa then let sleep take over, as she curled herself into a little ball, and slept like a newborn kitten.

Unfortunately awakened by just a simple call, and not by a kiss from *insert random bishonen here*, Salwa then got up and moodily moved to her steed, ok fine, mom’s car, and proceeded to Maju Junction. Despite it being a few minutes away, Salwa actually… SLEPT! Being sleepy and not so sane, Salwa, and her mom proceeded into this random shop. There, Salwa bought TWO slacks. Then, the party of two walked to niichi, where Salwa’s mom got her daughter a dress, a pair of jeans, a jacket, and two spaghetti tops. Feeling hungry, Salwa’s mom decided to eat. Salwa couldn’t help but agree.

Sharing a sandwich set between them, Salwa’s mom dramatically announced that from that moment on, Salwa is to be put on a… diet….

*insert Darth Vader scene yelling “NOOOooooooooooooOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOooooooooOOOOOOo!” here*

*in real time, Salwa is sneezing her head off*

Ok, ignore the random sneezing fillers. Salwa’s mom proceeded to torture her daughter by making her drink coffee with no sugar… YUCK!!!! It left a horribe aftertaste in Salwa’s mouth for 2 hours. Certain Salwa then bought two headscarves, and had to withdrew money from bank, due to certain mom and certain Salwa’s brokeness due to certain dad forgetting to give certain people shopping money lol. Certain mom’s credit card to the rescue!

After lunch, the party of two went back to a certain office, where a certain mom made certain daughter model new clothes. Certain mom was like, “y’know what, just wear em now!”. Certain daughter just agreed. Party of two now proceeded to the next mission area… which was….

KLCC.

First thing Salwa did was to call Saq. These two people had schemed to meet ‘coincidently’. Apparently Saq was gonna run late. So Salwa’s mom and Salwa shopped at Marks and Spencer. Salwa’s mom bought herself a pair of jeans. The two people then went to Isetan, where Salwa’s mom bought Salwa two pairs of jeans and a cute t-shirt. Salwa’s mom went back to M&S while Salwa scouted for some shoes.

YAY! Saq had arrived! Salwa’s mom wanted to drink at DOME so Salwa went to Kino to meet Saq! After obtaining permission from Saq’s grandma, Salwa and Saq walked around, finding a Sony Ericsson dealer. They found it easily, but Salwa left empty handed… Thirsty, the two girls went to the food court to buy drinks. The time it took Salwa to wait for her drink is the time Saq took to finish up hers. Finally getting Salwa’s ‘Cham O Ais tak nak gula’ aka Coffee + Tea no milk no sugar, Salwa proceeded to drink it, only to be shocked by the horrible taste. Saqina called the cham oil. Salwa agreed. The two of them then went on a side quest: to look for cute shoes for Salwa. The went to a shop called… NOSE… and there were a mob of people there… There was nothing nice there… except a pair of kilt-like shoes.  After walking aimlessly around, it was time to leave Saq and rejoin certain mom at DOME. So they bid adieu, and promised to meet each other online to… well, Salwa will save that for later.
So much for dieting. Salwa’s mom apparently had problems eating a chocolate cake… and forced Salwa to eat it. Of course, Salwa happily complied. They then proceeded to Isetan again, where Salwa’s mom bought Salwa some stylo shoes. Yeay!!!!!  Then, after getting the shoes, Salwa’s mom told Salwa to put them on immediatly, so Salwa can practice walking in them. Surprise surprise, Salwa got used to the shoes very quickly, despite it being a heel.

Salwa decided to buy Salwa’s mommy an early birthday present so Salwa and mom went to Spade. Salwa bought Salwa’s mom a belt *which she wore today to work*, and Salwa’s mom got herself this pretty gold necklace which Salwa is sure to borrow. Finally done with shopping, these two worn out people then went for a… facial. Salwa and her mom, who were so worn out, fell asleep during the facial, despite it well, being a facial! Finally, they went home after the said facial.

Salwa actually slept in the car on the way home. Upon reaching said home, Salwa, despite being tired, cleaned up her room. Next, Salwa cooked egg in a bowl, where the recipe is so.. lame that Salwa will not bother to share unless asked to. Salwa ate said egg in a bowl. Then she called Saq. They both met again online…. and craziness ensued…. Suff about wanting to write a fic… about…. the Final Fantasy Agito XIII dude being the lovechild of Riku and Sora, but was abandoned on Cloud and Kadaj’s doorstep, FFAXIII dude’s random adventures with Baan *son of Balthier and Fran*, Zuko and Iroh…and etc.. They came up with weird stuff like the adventures in Burger King, the bishie contest and the zombie infested Ouran High School. Dang how sane can they get? Saq went offline soon, due to bunny reasons.

Salwa then chatted with Abang Roll! *you did NOT see Salwa type that*. Roll asked Salwa if Salwa was going to the comic Fiesta. Salwa said maybe… Roll said Salwa should go if Salwa wants to see Roll cosplay as L. Salwa thought Roll was joking, till Roll asked Salwa for white foundation. Salwa…. disturbed….

At the same time, Salwa chatted with Kima. Kima said something bout this dude.. and something bout someone being kind off well known despite being low-profile at uni. Salwa and Kima then randomly chatted bout stuff…. Salwa also chatted with Fanna, bout ‘Simon’, and basically the well-being of themselves. Then, Salwa went to bed….

~END FLASHBACK~

Yawn…. that was long…….. Ok, time for some pics!

new clothes!!

Blurry pic of Saq in all her gigglyness

Vaining in Levi’s changing room

Horrified at the taste of ‘oil’

NEW SHOES~~~~

Egg in a bowl?

OK! FINALLY! The post is done… I need some quality sleep time now! Bye…. zzzzzzzzz *sleeps on keyboard*

Yeah, say hello to random pics~

Random!!! relatives!!

Sleeping Takim

Takim, Datuk and Mia

Princess Yayah

CURRENT FAV MANGA!!!! 

Yorozuya Toukaidou Honpo aka Satisfaction Guaranteed

GASHOPONS AND RANDOM FIGURINES!!!

 
Front row: Sakura, Clone Syaoran, Kurogane, FAY, Lunamaria
Back row: Auel, Murrue and……. Neo <- I’m sellinghim.. RM8 only

Awww such a cute pairing!!!

It’s so obvious who the spotlight is on

DO NOT TRY THIS AT HOME!!!

IRON CHEF!!!!

Hahaha the old Sauber Petronas F1 car

VROOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOM!

MEEEEEE!!! 

Bug on my head

Heh

AND FINALLY……………. 

BOO!!!!!!!!!!!! 

Muahahaha me scary and ebil!!!!

K that’s it!

A long a deary quest,
seeking to rip the flesh of my bones,
eating the insides,
of who I am.

I’m on a quest,
to change my inner self
to cure….

MY GODDAMN LAZINESS~~~!!! Dammit Salwa stop being so lazy and start drawing all those deviations already!!!!!

Meep, yeah, I’m even lazy when it come to cooking….

WHY?!!! WHYYYY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!