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The touch…. February 1, 2007
This is a true story. It really happened to me.
I felt my thoughts ringing at the back of my head. Lingering amongst the small crevices, cold as ice. The more I thought, the worse the pain. My thoughts weren’t coherant anymore.
I felt my fingertips ache, moving non-chalantly, applying pressure so slight, as to not hurt the other one.
I felt the other springing to my response, but that was to be expected. I sighed, wanting to do more, and to produce more than what I have expected.
I move my delicate fingers around again, roaming and exploring every single crevice and area, a touch here and there. Sometimes I touch a forbidden area, and make such ugly voices come out. I shush them with hard touches, and it seem to please the other.
At times, I do stop. Rest a while if you may call it. But the other just stares at me. Begging me to finish. I sigh, running my fingers through the short length of my hair. I mouth out, do you want me to continue? I hear no reply, but I assume it was a yes.
I could feel the other burning, heating up madly, while I feverishly continued my ministrations, nary a complain from the other. I paused a while to stretch, while the other showered me with it’s vulnerability. The other simply could not finish off without me.
The other needed me.
But I didn’t need the other.
Giving a final touch, I left the other unfinished, unfulfilled. Insensitive like a hound, I went to bed, and pulled the sheets over my head, allowing another to play with the one unfulfilled.
Epilogue.
I woke up with a searing pain in my head. Curses, a headache. That’s what I get for sleeping late. I sigh slightly as I heaved myself to the chair in front of my desk. I switched on my monitor and stared at my assignment.
Damn, it’s only half done.
Waxing horrors and mew December 11, 2006
Thursday…..
I went to wax my legs….. and it was….. uh….
A VERY PAINFUL AND UNDESCRIBABLE experience… Man…. what women do for beauty…..
So I walked into this shop in Telawi Street which was filled with the smell of incense *which mde me nauseous*, and uh… needless to say, I freaked out….. My mom apparently made an appointment without my consent… argh….
So after a few minutes, it was finally my turn… So I was escorted to this random room by some random beauticion….. and she told me to wear this weird thingy… which I did….
Then, the waxing commenced…. and it HURTS!
The wax was unlike what I imagined it to be at all…. I thought it was some weird candle-like go which was made by… well.. melting candles down. But nooooo! Apparently, it is this very pleasant honey-like substance which was.. piping… HOT~!!!! Ouch…. and when it cooled down a bit, the beauticion then…. then.. put on his strip and.. and…. SHE PULLED IT OFF AND MY LEGS BURNED LIKE FIRE!!! FIRE WITHOUT PASSION OR SPIRIT!!! WITHOUT THE RAWR!!!!!!
After half an hour of suffering, my legs are finally hair-free…. thank god… Well, I guess my suffering was worth it… but the worse had yet to come….
RIght after the torture… my mom told me to walk all the way to Burger King…. ALONE…. well, since I did learn a lil bit of self-defense, I was ok… And so I walked there….. When I finally reached there, I called my dad…. asking him what he wanted to eat… guess what? He aid he was near the drive in at Hartamas… and he told me he wanted to buy it instead.. But I said… No! I’ll buy it… since I didn’t want my walking efforts to go to waste… WIth my limited cash, I bought a Whopper, fish and.. uh… eto… ah! A mushroom swiss…. and I walked back….. Met my mom outside the beauty parlour and we went home.. where I was stuck in front of the com…..
Mew….
Snappy snappy sleepyness! November 19, 2006
Urgh, my back hurts like hell, and I’m damn tired. Why you ask? Owh, I’ll tell you why!!! By the way, I’m cranky.
Friday…
Urgh, time for business. Let’s wake up early despite having the flu!! I was at Miz’s room anyway. Had to accompany her. She’s scared of sleeping alone. Anyway, the day I decided to go early for Business Studies is the day it got cancelled. WTF? Anyway, Miz and I had an early breakfast at the USM cafe (long story on why it’s called that. Long story short, UTP used to be USM, use your brains to figure out the rest). Whoa, it’s been like, forever since I had breakfast at eight. Anyway, we had aeons of time before maths tutorial. Which was at 10:30 a.m.. So, after eating damn slowly *and watching Avatar*, me and Miz managed to waste so much time that it was time for tutorial. And for once yet again, we were early. It was a boring tutorial. It was only about matrices. Sigh.. at least I got some practice. Owh, and along this while, I was constantly seen sniffing into a piece of tissue.
Later that day, I had a brilliant idea *NOT*! I KNOW I should be sleeping, but what is the importance of health compared to… DOING LAUNDRY! YES YES! Let’s wash like 20 pieces of random clothing articles!!! So I scrubbed for about 2 and a half hours. Owh… my back.. Soon after that, I went for Islamic Studies.
Running late to class due to Miz’s supreme love to her pillow, we met Yana who was also late due to the same reason. But, hey, we weren’t the last ones there. The lecture itself was of course, entertaining per se. After the lecture, me and Miz ate at V4 if I’m not mistaken.. haa haaa
The rest of the day involved computers and a happy stalker.
Saturday
Woke up at noon…. sigh…. Cleaned up my room a bit, and got ready for lunch… Most of my fav food was there… Needless to say, I took em’ all! Muahaha. Around this moment, I observed that Nirash is a Blooywood addict. Then, Miz and I proceeded to go to Sports Science. The early streak must’ve still been in overdirive because Miz and I were the first students in…
The lecture was very.. ‘interesting’. I listened so much! I listened so.. intensely, I was able to draw THIS fanart. Haha. Owh, I also got back my marks for my dreaded Sports Science paper… GUESS WHAT!!! I GOT 17/20!!! WHOOOTTTTTT!!!
Went straight up to my room to do some photoshopping…. And I called Saq up… She’s okie. Chatted with her till my phone battery went boom. Suddenly, Miz came and brought me out to D-Toronto at around 9p.m.!! Yay! I finally ate the burger I was craving for! Yummy! And I drank my Milo!!! Fufufufu I slept with a full stomach…
Currently
My back hurts like hell… Woke up at 10a.m…. Went to my room, and did some cg-ing… After that, I decided to have my bath… and wash my clothes….
I picked today of all days to wash my jeans… Argh.. my shoulder blades!!!!
That’s it. I wonder what everyone of my friends are doing right now…. WHatever, time to SLEEP goddamit!!!
Ngeh. Owh, Matsumoto Jun is hot.
How I usually CG… aka CG-ing, the Sawee Way November 16, 2006
Sawee is writing a tutorial for Miratsuki of DeviantArt, who is also Ashwey’s co-blogger….
Now here is what I do, if a drawing needs to be cg-ed in multiple programs…
- Scan pic, open in photoshop, go to Image, then Adjustment then Levels, and adjust the image till it is nice and clear. Make a duplicate layer of the scanned image. Save as a .psd filetype and close Photoshop
- Open Painter Essentials. Now start colouring. Handy tip while using a tablet. If it is a Wacom, turning the stylus upside down will change it to eraser mode. Neat huh?
- Extra help for painter essentials = you’ll notice that if you colour using the digital watercolour brush, or any other brush for the matter, it looks horrible on new layers, and only looks great on the original layer right? That’s why I asked you to make a duplicate layer in Photoshop. Painter Essentials doesnt allow the replicating of original layers. ^^.. General rule of thumb, One layer, One colour, so, make tons of duplicate layers. Its ok if the colours doesnt seem to blend and stays only on one layer. We’ll deal with that later.
- After colouring and what not in Painter Essentials, save the file as .psd, and close the application.
- Open Photoshop and open the file just now. SOmetimes, it’ll say that it doesn’t support some features. That’s ok.
- Now, aside from the original scanned image layer, set ALL the OTHER layers blend mode to MULTIPLY… See? now the colours have BLENDED… MUAHAHAHAHAH!!!!! Owh, remember to adjust the opacity.
- Owh no, the lineart looks too thick! Now go back to every single bloody layer, and yes, erase the lineart, keeping the colours intact.. Time consuming I know…. Keep only the ORIGINAL lineart (aka the scanned image).
- Do additional shading and such. Play around with the filters… I personally LOVE the Diffuse glow filter.
- Merge all the layers once finished. Play around with MORE filters. Alternatively, go to Image then Adjustments, and play with EVERYTHING there ^^
- You’re DONE! Just remember to resize the image ^^
okie.. that’s how I usually do it. Heck, I sometimes use a third or fourth application along with this…. It may not be the best way, but it’s MY way.. MUAHAHAH!!
Hope that helps ^^
Suteki da ne *Isn’t it wonderful*- Rikki November 12, 2006
Ahhhh beautifully relaxing….
I woke up late today. My roomate as usual, commenting bout my tardiness in waking up.
Suddenly, the side of my bed vibrated…. No no you pervs, it’s not what you think! I picked my my phone, and stared at it. Owh, it’s Myzoo…. What does she want?
…..
………
Huh? SPORTS SCIENCE DISCUSSION?! I rushed out of my room, armed with my toiletries, and bathed in record time.
Blurly heading towards the cafe, I noted a lone Kimah, as we waited for Adib, the group leader. He arrived a few mins later, and soon, Myzoo managed to join us all. Haahaa believe it or not, we only had minor stuff to do. Like page dividers and stuff.. WHEEE!!!!!
Myzoo and I excused ourselves after the meeting and we went for lunch. Haa haa I had Tomato Rice and Chili Chicken along with some pickled cucumbers. Yummy! Myzoo had the same thing. After lunch, I went to her room to grab my chocolates, and proceeded to my own room, where I played with Photoshop for one whole day! WHEE~!!
And now, I’m stuck writing this blog.
MWEH!
Currently Listening To :Sanagi by Suga Shikao
Currently Watching : School Rumble
Currently Reading : ANYTHING but my textbooks
Currently Drawing : Lelouch maybe
Currently Downloading : random animes
Currently Wishing : TO STALK CUTE GUYS!
Currently Wants : To SLEEP
Currently Thinking : WHY THE HECK AM I SO SHY?!!!!
Currently Stressing About : lack of sleep… assignments… aching back… fat… exams….
MWEH!
Of boredom, going home and… packing up October 18, 2006
Bored… so…. I’ll torture you with some random pics of mine
These are the pics I took at Aquaria KLCC sometime before I went to UTP
And now…. I present to you…. Yzak and his ULTIMATE WEAPON, and also… a random bear…
Yeah… I’m that bored…
In case any of you care…. TOMORROW I’LL BE HEADING HOME!!! WHEEE!!!!! And on SATURDAY, I’ll be GOING OUT TO OU *to be confirmed* !!!!
ANd I finally cleaned my room and packed my clothes.. MWEEEE!!!! Heh, I’m bringing back loads of stuff… wonder how I’m gonna carry it all..
Protected: My essay for Pn Subarna and something else tee heee August 30, 2006
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Bad Bad BAD day for me… sigh… *Kleiorihs* August 24, 2006
Bad……………………….. day…………………..
10a.m. – 11 a.m. OMFGWTF DAMN HARD MATH TEST ARGH!!!!!!!
11a.m. – 8 p.m. bad mood thanks to test
8p.m. – 9 p.m. – OMFGWTF STUPID THINKING SKILLS TEST!
9p.m. – around 9.30 p.m. – …… saw stalkee, insert mega blushing. Aini sprayed water on ground because of my facial expression
around 9.30- p.m. to around 10.30 p.m. – went to my friend’s dad’s house…. went back at 10.30 methinks.. rough assumption
And from that moment, gah, something really REALLY embarassing happened to me….
Today I told my friend Hakimah, who I thought I could trust with such valuable information, about who my stalkee was. And today, said stalkee sat in front of my table in the cafe. ALL OF A SUDDEN< HAKIMAH YELLED OUT THAT THE GUY WAS CUTE and that I should go say hi… And I was like… shut up shut up….. I nearly strangled her cause that wasn’t the only time she said it…. ANd it didn”t help that Miz, Bims and Aini were all on hyper tease mode…. gah…. Things got MUCHO worse when dude got up and set next to my table… KIMAH WAS ON SCREAM MODE… dude looked my way, I looked at interesting banner thingys, then more yelling from Kimah, and I got up and left, saying I wanted to study, but ended up seeking refuge in Aini’s room….
Drowned half my sorrows by buying some purses and calling Nyaa…. still
I hate to think how lectures are gonna be like… I’ll probably sit in the front row…
Not in the mood to post cutesy stuff…
Currently Listening To : Passion by Siam Shade… my anti-stress song….
Currently Watching : -
Currently Reading : – .. bad mood
Currently Drawing : -
Currently Downloading : – *stupid blocked server thingy*
Currently Wishing : TO STRANGLE KIMAH!
Currently Wants : TO sleep and forget about incident
Currently Thinking : must… be… brave.. during… lectures….
Currently Stressing About : ……
Ok that’s it…
TILL NEXT TIME!!!
When I’m not GRRRRRRRRRRRR!
The~girl~who~is~*>_<*~
~Kleiorihs~ShiroiElk~NioraptH~Seyruiene~Sal~Wawa~Salwa
Of recent things… August 8, 2006
I was home for the weekend~! And got all my manga’s and animes~! And songs~
I mean, I’m capped at uni T-T…..
So on Saturday, I met Li Shan!!!! We hung out at ummmm Low Yat and IKANO!
I bought a lot of manga and chatted randomly with Li Shan~! Nya came too!!! So niice! But Li Shan didn’t buy anything while I’m broke!!!! RM300 worth of stuff ~! I need stuff to entertain me at my desert of a uni! ANd my cousin wanted to buy stuff for her homey but didn’t find any.
On Sunday, I dled more anime…. and went back to uni……
OMG!!! ON MONDAY THE ex-PRIME MINISTER OF MALAYSIA CCAME TO MY UNI TO GIVE A TALK ON THE CHALLENGES OF RUNNING A COUNTRY!!!!!!!
I have to admit, I look up to Tun Dr. Mahathir Mohamed. He is definitely a man of vision! He thins ahead! Well, he gave a nice and long talk about running our country, stating that it’s all up to us in the end.
Anyway, during Q&A, this dude, -name witheld- asked about some political issues… and aww, the ex-PM averted the answer quite funnily! BUt grrr….. time ran out when this guy I have a crush on but sadly I do not know his name…… wanted to ask the ex-PM something! I left early from the talk because my friends wanted to go……. I left a few minutes before the talk ended…..
Sigh……. I’m pathetic…
Anyhow, I’m seriously enjoying my lectures! Even Business!!!!! Wheeeeeee! But it’s sooo hard to find free time to mess around with Photoshop! HAAA HAAA HAAAAA!
~~~~~~~~MY LISTS~~~~~~~~~~~ Steal if you want but credit me~~~~~
*but Saqina already stole them*
TOP 10 FAV BISHIES STATUS!
10. Lumine *Rockman X8*- my baby!!! awwwwww!
09. Axel *Kingdom Hearts series*- Got it memorized?
08. Ohtori Kyouya *Ouran High School Host CLub*- .. uh .. fine, I’ll stop denying the fact I like Kyouya..
07. Hyde *Kamui*- ZOMBIE~~~~!!!!!
06. Yzak Joule *Gundam SEED series*- I’m commander now! Don’t order me around you civillian!
05. Albel Nox *Star Ocean 3*- *stabs* MAGGOTS! FOOLS!
04. Kimihiro Watanuki *xxxHOLiC*- SPAZZ!!! And he can see spirits!
03. Asagi Nanami *Category: Freaks*- white hair lalala! FREAK EXTERMINATOR!
02. Serge *Chrono Cross* – He’s special! Though he did cause destruction to the world…..
01. Yanagi *Kamui*- Hotness in glasses! Can you say… drool?
La la la….. Yanagi!
TOP 10 FAV FEMALE CHARACTERS
10. Nana Osaki *Nana*- I need your loooooove! *sings*
09. Souseiseki *Rozen Maiden*- Big.. scissors… are cool!
08. Shiho Hahnenfuss *MSV Gundam SEED*- My imaginary sister….
07. Schala ‘Kid’ Zeal *Chrono Cross* – my 1st idol!
06. Suigintou *Rozen Maiden*- I’d want her to be mine!
05. Enma Ai *Jigoku Shoujo*- chibi Yuuko 2.0
04. Ichihara Yuuko *xxxHOLiC*- my idol 
03. Fujioka Haruhi *Ouran Kokou Host Club*- She’s…. just… COOL!
02. Sohma Akito *Fruits Basket*- she’s pretty… and psycho… awwwww
01. Suzumiya Haruhi *The Melancholy of Suzumiya Haruhi*- She’s like me!!!
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Currently Listening To : Bloody Train (English) by Siam Shade…. whoa the lyrics are soo meaningful!
Currently Watching : -
Currently Reading : Kamui vol 4 … YANAGI!!!!!!
Currently Drawing : Hikaru
Currently Downloading : – *stupid blocked server thingy*
Currently Wishing : For Yanagi!
Currently Wants : to get to class!
Currently Thinking : Tomorrow is gonna be fun!
Currently Stressing About : nothing! I love uni!
Ok that’s it…
TILL NEXT TIME!!!
When I’m not LOVIN MY UNI BABY!
The~girl~who~is~^_^~
~Kleiorihs~ShiroiElk~NioraptH~Seyruiene~Sal~Wawa~Salwa
