FUCKIN’ MAD!!!! January 31, 2007

Ok, fine. Today, I am so goddamn PISSED!!!! Grrrr!!! Ok, I’m gonna post what I wrote on my e-learning blog, but here, I’ll actually MENTION the NAMES of the PEOPLE in question…. and WHAT actually HAPPPENED!!!! Plus, this is the UNCENSORED version….. LOTS of SWEARING ahead, with NO regard to YOUR sensitivity. This is MY blog. Deal with it.

Have you ever felt that you can never trust someone who is close to you?
This happened to me today. I feel like now, I can’t really tell anyone anything anymore. I can only trust my CLOSEST and TRUEST friends Natasha *she’s in UM* and Saqina *she’s working* and maybe Balqis *she’s in HELP*. Of course, the one I trust the most is Nyaa, my cute lil cousin. And no, I’m not implying that I’m committing incest or anything.

Grrr…… Oh god I was so ******* mad today. For the first time in god knows how many weeks, I yelled and screamed and swore out loud. And this happened at the USM cafe. God knows how much I’ve used the f-word today.

I have never shown how angry I can get. And I guess that is why people tend to step on my head.

Really now, some people really do not know how to respect privacy. They want things to go their way, so they just pry into other peoples lives with total disregard to the person in concern’s pride and reputation. These people act without thinking and are totally dumb and immature, and not to mention inconsiderate, foolish and whatever words that totally degrades a person.

Now, I have ALWAYS expected close friends to be able to keep a SECRET. Owh wait, are some people that DUMB to NOT know what things are actually SECRETS?!!!!!

PEOPLE DO NOT TELL OTHER PEOPLE’S SECRETS TO OTHER PEOPLE. OWH WAIT,  I FORGOT. THIS IS MALAYSIA, LAND OF GOSSIP AND WHERE ACTUAL NEWS DOESN’T MATTER.

The person mentioned above was screaming and screaming about some fact I do NOT wish to be revealed EVER! AND SHE DID THIS IN THE CAFE!!!! WTF WAS SHE THINKING!!!!! Who was it? OH I’LL TELL YOU!!! IT WAS SHAFINAZ!!!!!!!

I won’t actually spill the details, as I’ll only do so in my LJ. I’ll only tell the tale to those I REALLY trust.  Owh wait… This IS my LJ… Haha I just copy-pasted this from my e-learning blog.

The dish:
My regular gang and I were just chillin’ at the USM cafe. Then, I saw my stalkee, and he was buying water. ALL OF A SUDDEN STUPID LOUDMOUTHED PERSON YELLED THAT I LIKE SAID STALKEE OUT LOUD SO THAT THE WHOLE CAFE COULD HEAR IT!!! GOD I HOPE THAT MY STALKEE IS DEAF. I BET NOW, THANKS TO HER, THE WHOLE OF MY COURSEMATES KNOWS!!!! HELLO? MY PRIDE IS ON THE LINE HERE!!! STUPID IDIOT!!!!!

That may have sounded like just a lil tidbit. But the damage is HUGE!

I may have forgiven the said person. But my anger won’t die as quickly. Once I flare up, there’s no turning back.

As they say, never make a happy-go-lucky person go mad. They turn ugly really bad.

I want to go back home and cry.

Random unrelated side note: I love econs!!!!!! And Kanda Yuu!
*copy-pasta from my LJ