Where obsessions needs to go? *from DeviantArt* April 30, 2006

Today I learned that I should love myself more…. How did I learn that? Well, today, after going to the toilet, I stared into the mirror… Then I realised that I was actually quite…. good looking…. I mean, it's a personal point of view, but it made me feel really good about myself…. Whee~~~ I'm pretty~~~

Also, I learnt that I prolly shouldn't be eating irregularly…. I'm gonna get obesed! I don't reallly care about being a lil fat but the fat that most Malaysians are obesed without them knowing it is…. Frightening!!!! Argh!! DIET DIET!!!

Nowadays I sleep so late it ain't funny anymore!!! I'm soooo addicted to my computer!!! Sigh, I wish Yuuko-sama would cure me from my addiction!!! I'd give her… my sofa as compensation!!! Seriously though.. I'm the kinda pperson who justs likes to stare at the com doing nothing… I feel safe knowing it's on! Hell, other than my bedroom and computer room, I don't even go to other areas of the house! I only go to the bathroom and kitchen when needed! Heck, I even eat in front of the computer!!! I just can't leave the screen! And when I finally do… I keep dreaming of it!!! This really isn't funny anymore! I mean, sure, I download anime and such… but… ARGH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I'm so jobless when I'm online that I'd even watch my torrents move!! I'm that sad!! How CAN I stop this madess?!!!

Meep, I miss school… I miss the chaos in 5 Pluto… I miss the noise of students.. I miss teachers complaining about thier jobs… I miss my messy desk! I miss cramming for exams!!! I miss the thing that makes me whole!! I miss bossing juniors around!! I miss the food!!! I miss English with Pn. Yong! I miss… being with my friends….

Freedom sucks only because you eventually get bored! I need to be told what to do… When I find things to do, I find it destructive to myself, and others… I need to be told to take care of myself!! ARGH STOP ANGSTING!!!

On a happier note, I LOVE THE SADISTIC ANIME called Higurashi no Naku Koro ni!!!! It's so creepy! And the opening song is just… Wow…. Plot-wise, episodes 1-3 are really foreshadows of episode 4 where… the action is… *Won't spoil it*… Also, this aime workslike a time loop of sorts… or so says GameFaqs people…

My dad is funny… He watched Final Fantasy VII: Advent Children AGAIN today, and since the T.V. is beside my com, I wacthed it with him.. We watched the japanese version because both my dad and I were terrified of The English version… So, my dad annoyed me by mispronouncing everyones' names… And I annoyed him by quoting EVERY SINGLE LINE in the story… Mwahaha it was fun!!!!! And Kadaj is hot! Where does he rebond his hair?

I'll treat you to some junk because I'm bored!!

If I had the power to turn any random anime/manga/game bishounen into a real guy, and have him as a…. boyfriend…. I would choose WATANUKI KIMIHIRO as my first choice!!!

Why? Well…
He can cook
He's grumpy just like meee
He's hyper in a way
He's really passionate about the people he likes
He's a hard worker
He's a neat freak *no need to clean my room*
He's CUTE
He's independant
He tend to protect people in a way
He needs love!!!
He's good with kids?

Uh-oh… Watanuki fangirl on the loose!!!

Keep up-to-date with my journal to find out my other choices!!!

TOP 10 FAV BISHIES STATUS!

10. Laharl *Makai Senki Disgaea* Laharl-sama!
09. Lumine *Rockman X8* PURPLE hair + seraphim form + evil = CUTE!
08. Ichimokuren *Jigoku Shoujo* I can see you!
07. Shuichi Shindou *Gravitation* Pink hair FTW!
06. Doumeki Shizuka *xxxHOLIC* Toocool for school!
05. Yzak Joule *Gundam SEED and Gundam SEED Destiny – similar personality
04. Girouette *Rockman ZX* Model Z activate!
03. Albel Nox *Star Ocean 3* MAGGOTS! FOOLS!
02. Haseo *.hack//ROOTS* when is he gonna start killing?
01. Kimihiro Watanuki *xxxHOLIC* Go go Watanuki~~!!! Still reminds me of me at times!

Finally read volume 7 of xxxHOLIC! Watanuki deserves to be moved up from 2nd!

TOP 5 FAV FEMALE CHARACTERS
05. Etna *Makai Senki Disgaea* Prinny-dai come on! Who doesn't aspire to be like Etna?
04. Enma Ai *Jigoku Shoujo* The creepy loli… reminds me of a younger Yuuko
03. Ichihara Yuuko *xxxHOLIC* She knows so much…. and she has Watanuki to order around!
02. Fujioka Haruhi *Ouran Kokou Host Club* I guess Haruhis are just cool!
01. Suzumiya Haruhi *The Melancholy of Suzumiya Haruhi* What can I say, she's weird and crazy and proud of it!

STILL nothings changed…. Is this ever gonna change?

Currently Feeling: Annoyed
Currently Listening To : Wild Fang by Janne Da Arc
Currently Watching : Higurashi no Naku Koro Ni 4
Currently Drawing : Watanuki~~~ at least after I wake up later
Currently Downloading : Final Fantasy Music Collection *7.82GB!!!*
Currently Wishing : To eat some Japanese food
Currently Wants : A bowl of Instant noodles
Currently Thinking: Should I burn my anime?

Anime Follow List *according to fav*:
Higurashi no Naku Koro Ni
The Melancholy Of Suzumiya Haruhi

.hack//Roots
xxxHOLIC
Ouran Kokou Host Club
Shakugan no Shana
Disgaea
Jigoku Shoujo
Gakuen Heaven
Nana
Okusama wa Mahou Shoujo

PROJECTS!!
Draw random characters
Draw a random Gravi pic
Draw WATANUKI yet again
SLEEP REGULARLY
Eat less instant noodles

Ok so that's it!!!

TILL NEXT TIME!!
WHEN I'M NOT BEING ANGSTY!!!

The~girl~who~people~STILL~mistook~for~a~guy~on~GameFaqs
~Kleiorihs~ShiroiElk~NioraptH~Seyruiene~Sal~Wawa~Salwa

~Which one am I?

Pour vous, mes cousins *from DeviantArt* April 30, 2006

Did I get that right? I meant to say "For you my cousins"…

I'm dedicating this journal to my wonderful cousins… Who seem like siblings to an only child… The brothers and sisters one can never have.. From the oldest to youngest, minus those I don't know, though they are related to me…

11 cousins I have, 8 of which are dear to me.. 3 unknown, 9 on mama's, 2 on papa's…

The ones on my mother's side…

The big brother, Hyde wannabe..
Azrul:
The big brother… The one who inspired me to become a nerd… The one who recently made me obssessed with Gravitation again… The one who would ACTUALLY chat with me at night.. 3 a.m. to be exact… The one who doesn't know that there are people looking out after him… The one who can tolerate my non-stop talking… The Gamefaqs troll.. The distant one.. The isolated one.. The one whose chances are unlimited..

The "big" sister, best friend…
Ainaa:
The "big" sister… The one younger by two years but wiser…. The bodyguard… The one who shares my secrets… The one who likes weird female characters like me.. The one who watches anime together with me.. The active one… The smart one.. The one I am inspired by… The one who is competitive and never gives up… The brave one.. The one who gave me a chance to read xxxHOLIC..

The misunderstood brother, patriot
Amir:
The misunderstood brother.. The one who has many pains but no one listens, The lazy one.. The brash one.. The one who is childish.. The onewho is protected.. The sensitive one… The crazy one… The one who still watches Super Sentai shows other than myself.. The one with hidden talents… The one who loves Malaysia the most..

The spoilt sister, coordinated
Maisarah:
The spoilt sister… The one who just stepped into the schooling world… The one who has yet to see me as an adult… The one who annoys people and gets on their nerves… The one who to some, just can't say no… The one who looks up to me… The one who is still learning… The one who wants to learn.. The one who is wise and organised… The one who is ignored by many.. The one I play with.. The one who braved a broken arm

The annoying brat, talker
Amelia:
The annoying brat.. The one who learns her own way.. The stubborn one… The one who is clever… The great actress… The nimble one… The genius… The cheerful one… The one who keeps me company… The one who plays with me… The one who never sleeps.. The oppurtunist… The not-so-innocent one… The one who is disturbingly cute

The little one, yeller
Mustaqim:
The little one… The one who yells… The one who pulls my hair… The one who stares… The one who loves his grandmas… The one who has yet to taste the world… The one who has yet to walk the distance… The one who drools.. The one who does not want Big Sister Wawa to hold him.. The one who dances when I play music

The unknown 3, strangers
Haziq, Shafiq, Rafah:
The unknown 3… The ones I barely see.. The ones who doesn't play by the other's rules… The ones who seem too far away… The ones I barely know… The ones I deem as strangers… The ones I feel akward with

Together they are threes, the first three are the ones closest to me and are by my mom's younger brother… the second three are young and dear and are by my mom's younger sister … the last I have no clue and are by the eldest amongst mom's siblings…

Papa's side

The smart one, quiet yet unexpected
Aimi:
The smart one… The perky one.. The short one.. The one who listens to rock… The one who speeds on the road… The one who took a different road… The one I want to overcome.. The helpful one… The one the family hopes for… The friendly one… The nice one… The one who comforts many… The one who is hardworking

The cheerful one, gamer
Amalia:
The cheerful one… The one who wakes up last… The one who plays games till dawn.. The one who helps around… The one who is brave… The one who is easy to talk to… The one who is beautiful… The one who sees the same wavelength as me.. The one who watches anime because I brainwashed her.. The one who sleeps like a wrestler…

These two are siblings, and they never make me feel alienated… Though we meet less than once a year… We're as close as siblings…

All these people are my cousins and I love them dear… They'll not understand, how dear they are to me… Because they have never been, in the shoes on an only child… Hope they can continue to be my siblings, more than cousins…

Well, that's it for today…. Feeling kinda emo… WUV YOU COUSINS!!!!

TOP 10 FAV BISHIES STATUS!

10. Laharl *Makai Senki Disgaea* Maou Maou Maou daaaa!
09. Lumine *Rockman X8* PURPLE hair + seraphim form + evil = CUTE!
08. Doumeki Shizuka *xxxHOLIC* I'd cook anything for him
07. Shuichi Shindou *Gravitation* IT'S THE SONGS I TELL YOU!
06. Ichimokuren *Jigoku Shoujo* – he's just cool!
05. Yzak Joule *Gundam SEED and Gundam SEED Destiny – similar personality
04. Girouette *Rockman ZX* He LOOKS like a nice guy…
03. Albel Nox *Star Ocean 3* MAGGOTS! FOOLS!
02. Haseo *.hack//ROOTS* long live blurness! -future PKK
01. Kimihiro Watanuki *xxxHOLIC* – felt a deep connection with him

Finally read volume 7 of xxxHOLIC! Watanuki deserves to be moved up from 2nd!

TOP 5 FAV FEMALE CHARACTERS
05. Etna *Makai Senki Disgaea* Prinny-dai come on! Who doesn't aspire to be like Etna?
04. Enma Ai *Jigoku Shoujo* The creepy loli… reminds me of a younger Yuuko
03. Ichihara Yuuko *xxxHOLIC* She knows so much…. and she has Watanuki to order around!
02. Fujioka Haruhi *Ouran Kokou Host Club* I guess Haruhis are just cool!
01. Suzumiya Haruhi *The Melancholy of Suzumiya Haruhi* What can I say, she's weird and crazy and proud of it!

STILL nothings changed…. I don't like female characters that much.. Most of them tend to annoy me with their wimpyness sometimes…

Currently Feeling: Emo
Currently Listening To : ALL GRAVITATION SONGS <- GRAVI ATTACK!
Currently Watching : Higurashi no Naku Koro Ni 1
Currently Drawing : Nothing… tired….
Currently Downloading : Final Fantasy Music Collection *7.82GB!!!*
Currently Wishing : To spend time with my cousins
Currently Wants : To sleep
Currently Thinking: Why I am up till 6:30a.m.

Anime Follow List *according to fav*:

The Melancholy Of Suzumiya Haruhi
.hack//Roots
xxxHOLIC
Higurashi no Naku Koro Ni
Ouran Kokou Host Club
Shakugan no Shana
Disgaea
Jigoku Shoujo
Gakuen Heaven
Nana
Okusama wa Mahou Shoujo

PROJECTS!!
Draw random characters
Draw a random Gravi pic
SLEEP REGULARLY

Ok, that's it….

TILL NEXT TIME!
IF I'M NOT OVERSLEEPING!

The~girl~who~needs~more~sleep
~Kleiorihs~ShiroiElk~NioraptH~Seyruiene~Sal~Wawa~Salwa

~~So many names, So many personas~~

Instant Noodles FTW! Want a recipe? *from deviantart* April 28, 2006

Yay!!! Today was a good day! My mom let me stay home alone, and I used the PC the WHOLE day! I drew lotsa pics, but coloured some… And I managed to download lotsa anime!

The downside is… my laziness… Sure, I can cook 3 star meals… but today I cooked and ate INSTANT NOODLES!!! YES! THE FAMED INSTANT NOODLES!!! JUST ADD WATER!

Truth is, that's the only thing I've been eating lately… I'm too lazy to eat rice… I'm too lazy to cook so… yeah… BUT I TWEAKED THE RECIPE!

Salwa's INSTANT NOODLE EXTREME *Spaghetti sauce rip-off*!

Ingredients:
Some Garlic *cut into strips*
Enough olive oil to coat instant noodles
A packet of instant noodles
A tin of tuna *Ayam brand chilli tuna to be exact but any tuna works*
Onions, Chillies, Parmesan Cheese *optional*

First, cook the instant noodles without seasoning as you would spaghetti.. While that's being done, throw the garlic and olive oil in a bowl and MICROWAVE on FULL BLAST for 30 seconds to get the flavours out… After that, toss the noodles and garlic oil, and viola! Instant noodle olio! But to tweak it, toss in the other ingredients… ENJOY!!!

Yummy… so good I ate it twice today.. lunch and dinner… No breakfast… Woke up at 11a.m. today… Would have woken up later if an annoying friend didn't disturb my catnap… Meow! *licks ear*

Well, today I managed to complete the Arts friendship pic.. When I was shopping the pic it hit me… Friendship has many trials and tribulations! Well, it hit me that while I was editing the pic, I was constantly distracted by MSN messenger and random sites! So them I took time to wonder about my friends… Well, I remember quarelling with Saq and Natasha and I felt horrid… And when most of my buddies went to Science, and me going to the unchartered Arts Stream, I made more friends who stuck around! And it was those moments which made me see how friends kinda stick to you.. Friendship isn't just about having the same interests, it's about sharing the same uh… soul? Can't really explain… Friends stick for life…. If you know how to keep em…

Wah, getting all emo-ey today! So, now, I shall go and ponder my life's directions over a bowl of instant noodles! And loose 2138213891380139173901839 strands of hair in the process!

TOP 10 FAV BISHIES STATUS!

10. Laharl *Makai Senki Disgaea* Maou Maou Maou daaaa!
09. Lumine *Rockman X8* PURPLE hair + seraphim form + evil = CUTE!
08. Doumeki Shizuka *xxxHOLIC* I'd cook anything for him
07. Shuichi Shindou *Gravitation* IT'S THE SONGS I TELL YOU!
06. Ichimokuren *Jigoku Shoujo* – he's just cool!
05. Yzak Joule *Gundam SEED and Gundam SEED Destiny – similar personality
04. Girouette *Rockman ZX* He LOOKS like a nice guy…
03. Albel Nox *Star Ocean 3* MAGGOTS! FOOLS!
02. Kimihiro Watanuki *xxxHOLIC* – felt a deep connection with him
01. Haseo *.hack//ROOTS* long live blurness! -future PKK

Shuchi moved up… That's because I have a sudden longing for my Gravitation DVDs *glares at Saq, she knows why* and because I really respect him in a sense that he never gives up hope on his dreams!

TOP 5 FAV FEMALE CHARACTERS
05. Etna *Makai Senki Disgaea* Prinny-dai come on! Who doesn't aspire to be like Etna?
04. Enma Ai *Jigoku Shoujo* The creepy loli… reminds me of a younger Yuuko
03. Ichihara Yuuko *xxxHOLIC* She knows so much…. and she has Watanuki to order around!
02. Fujioka Haruhi *Ouran Kokou Host Club* I guess Haruhis are just cool!
01. Suzumiya Haruhi *The Melancholy of Suzumiya Haruhi* What can I say, she's weird and crazy and proud of it!

Nothings changed…. I don't like female characters that much.. Most of them tend to annoy me with their wimpyness sometimes…

Currently Feeling: HAPPY!!!!
Currently Listening To : ALL GRAVITATION SONGS <- GRAVI ATTACK!
Currently Watching : Nana 4
Currently Drawing : Random characters for manga *still… drawing*
Currently Downloading : Final Fantasy Music Collection *7.82GB!!!*
Currently Wishing : To rule the universe
Currently Wants : To eat more instant noodles
Currently Thinking: Of life, universe and everything… And the location of my panadols… Stomach hurting…

Anime Follow List *according to fav*:

The Melancholy Of Suzumiya Haruhi
.hack//Roots
xxxHOLIC
Ouran Kokou Host Club
Shakugan no Shana
Disgaea
Jigoku Shoujo
Gakuen Heaven
Nana
Okusama wa Mahou Shoujo

PROJECTS!!
Draw random characters
Draw a Marik pic for Saq
Draw a random Gravi pic
Draw a random Rockman pic
SLEEP REGULARLY

Ok, That's it from Kleiorihs, Shiroielk, Seyruiene, NioraptH, Wawa, Sal and Finally, Salwa..

Hi! I’m SALWA!!! I finally decided to post something! April 28, 2006

Hi! I've actually had this account for a while… but never got around entering anything in it! OMG! I'm sooo not a blog person! I've always thought that blogs are evil, and they still are! Only doing this to fill time… *gomen Baa and Mau*

So, on about me..

• Name: Wan Salwa Nadia
• D.O.B.: 11th June 1988
• Bloodtype: A
• Gender: Female
• Religion: Islam
• Race: Malay
• Country: Malaysia
• Siblings: None T_T
• Status: Single, lonely….
• Likes: Anime, Manga, Games, FRIENDS, JRock, JPop, Drawing, Myself, Singing, Cursing lousy internet connections…
• Dislikes: Lousy internet connections… and many things in life
• Ambitions: Video Game Designer
• Personality: Multiple

Well, that's the gist of it, And that's it about meeeee!!

Do note that I love to update my deviantart nowadays… And my blog entry will be the same as my deviantart journal entry… So, that's it… …

CONGRATS A1 TEAM MALAYSIA!!! April 2, 2006

YEAAAAAH!!!

I'm not even gonna bother bout myself on this 1st post because….. I WANNA CONGRATULATE THE WHOLE OF A1 TEAM MALAYSIA ON THEIR 1st A1GP SPRINT RACE WIN! FIGHT FOR 1ST IN FEATURE MALAYSIA!! MALAYSIA BOLEH!